laments 4 the hungry scavenger

past few days saturday 4.5.25

i'm kind of meant to be doing work right now, but i wanted to write a post before i forgot. i wrote on here on tuesday and so much has happened since then lol.

wednesday i decided to deep clean my room. it was getting to a point where i was embarrassed to have people over. i moved my big area rug and saw dust come off of it which immediately made me really worried about cleaning the rug as well. i took it outside and shook it out with some friends (gr and pr) who were hanging out while i cleaned my room. i put baking soda all over it as well (because i read about that being helpful for cleaning a rug online). i didn't read far enough though because you aren't supposed to vacuum up baking soda which i did. it kind of destroyed my vacuum cleaner which SUCKS. i need to get a dust pan as a substitute. friends and i drove out to get kebabs afterward and my car battery died while we were out so i needed to get someone to drive out and jump it for me. fell asleep in my pr's dorm after that ordeal but had to wake up in the middle of the night and go back to my own room so i could make it to my class in the morning.

thursday was a pretty good day. i didn't end up finishing cleaning my room so it's still in disarray but it looks a bit better than before. i hung out with ff7 from tuesday again and it was really nice. we went on a brief night hike, then bought a block of cheese and some crackers from stop & shop and ate them sitting on a big rock and getting high. i climbed two trees and started setting pieces of paper on fire. i also got it into my head that i wanted to make a charcoal based ink. tried and failed at that that day. we went back to my dorm afterwards and painted our nails and he slept over.

i drove him back to his dorm in the morning yesterday. had my advising meeting and i feel pretty confident with what i want to do. i just need to actually do it lol. i need to email some professors about classes next year and also make a linkedin profile so i can start looking for internships. i also need to figure out enrollment for a phlebotomy certification course over the summer. after my advising meeting i spoke to a close friend about plurality and gave advice to the best of my knowledge. i think i now know 7ish systems at my college which is kind of funny. hung out with ff7 again afterwards. we went thrifting, got overpriced fast food that we ate on top of a parking garage, and burned shit again. this time i did succeed with making a bit of ink. i want to figure out how to suspend it properly so it doesn't separate. we drove around aimlessly for a while after that. got high in my car in the parking lot next to my dorm building.

today i'm hoping to get work done and then i'm probably going to hang out with him again. i also want to work on cleaning my room a little more. that's all.